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I don’t want to hurt you
I am embracing
the chains that are tightly tied
in the middle of my heart
I don’t care what others say anymore
If you wish,
I want to show in words what I feel for you

How many tears should I shed to fix the current situation?

Being sad won’t get me anywhere, will it?
Let’s go look for the door that was once closed
Dying alone would have been OK, I wasn’t afraid

I should have known the most important thing

I hurt you and made you sad but I didn’t know

I had given so much love it was indescribable

I don’t want to hurt you
I am embracing
the chains that are tightly tied
in the middle of my heart
I don’t care what others say anymore
If you wish,
I want to show in words what I feel for you

I don’t know since when I changed to such a cold-hearted guy
I have to warm this frozen, icy, lonely heart to thaw
I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else for sure
I’m gonna make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy

I let myself down that I’m more cruel than I thought I would be
I’m just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul
I don’t give my heart to no one cause I don’t wanna waste my time
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole

Sorrow is what I hate but it’s grown my sensations
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions
Peace is always by my side but I’ve never felt it once
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance

Well, I’m scared, scared, scared, scared to death
And I’m scared to keep on going on my way
Well, I’m scared, scared, scared, scared to death
And I’ll tell myself I’m special till the end

Recalling my torn, broken, aching heart of these long days
And all the memories I wanted to forget for making leaps
Recalling, breaking, aching, crying, making sure to me
And I take all and grin at my future on the way

I don’t give my heart to no one cause I don’t wanna waste my time
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole

On that day, my heart crumbles without a sound
No matter how much I scream and break,
the unerasable memories and darkness continue to flow past my eyes
And I sink into the tomorrow where I can’t even differentiate the colours anymore

I continue to search for the day where I can come to an understanding
Now I am just living for the sake of losing
Even when it is all over and I am fighting alone
If you turn on the lights
I will shine towards it

"Thoughts filled with wishes will one day create colours"
This is what I have been taught
by the person who lives in my heart
Everything is borned out of colours
Once again, I am going to paint tomorrow with these hands

I became used to losing without even realising it
Even the things that are placed on my hands are slipping through my fingers
Before my tears dried up, I just want to know
till now, who am I really trying to save with the words I want to hear
It’s all your fate. You gonna do that

If the light becomes stronger, darkness will also become deeper
Even after realising it, I still have nothing to fear
everything is created by the colors born out of the corner of our hearts
If we open our eyes, we will be able to see it

The breath of sadness
The colour which I have been looking for is fading away
without producing any sound

"Thoughts filled with wishes will one day create colours"
This is what I have been taught
by the person who lives in my heart
Everything is borned out of colours
Let it be illuminated by the fingertips of light

just drawing, colors in light and darkness
and take it, colors in light and darkness
The gentle colours that cannot be expressed now
I will once again paint them with these hands

I knew
You were telling yourself it wasn’t over
Because you were afraid of being hurt

On nights like that night I spent alone, with only my loneliness to hold
I let your voice guide me, wow

Close by, your smile, call, once again
I want to hold you like I did that day
Someday I’ll go and see the lights
On the streets I walked through
I want to be by your side forever
But it wasn’t enough, I couldn’t find the words to say, and now it’s over

We were sad, as if we were trying to look for each other
With our backs to each other

Woo you’re everything
I can’t forget you
You’re so unforgettable

Close by
Your smile, call, once again
I want to hold you so badly it hurts
I can’t choose a new hand to hold
All I need is you
Takin’ it to me once again
While I can still see the lights that are entwined forever

Close by
Your smile, call, once again
I want to hold you like I did that day
Someday I’ll go and see the lights
On the streets I walked through

When I lost you
I lost my dreams and any compensation
Unable to put you in my box of memories

I want to be by your side forever
But it’s enough, I can’t find the words to say
And time keeps passing by

I want to be by your side forever
But it wasn’t enough, I couldn’t find the words to say, and now it’s over

Something far off and fleeting
One chance disappears, just my favorite
Don’t stop the bitter
The more painful, the more beloved
Flavor, I play back the words I liked
My heart always says "save me"
The words I always embraced

I want a serious love, so this is it
Now it’s one love, I won’t move on to anyone else
My first class is always top class
I believe it so fly to a chest before one knows it

I even felt eternity
That day is now
So far away, I can’t reach it
The words I wanted to say are still vague
As the time we spent fades, my feelings get far away

Playback, listen, my beloved cat, what I have
Is a great scale, a uniform melody, there’s no other
There’s only one truth that illuminates what’s ahead
You understand it; if I stop, please give me a push
I want to thank you from my heart, if I can realize my dream and have you by my side

The perfume of the people passing and the season make the scenery
Even the song I hear as I walk through the street
I feel you everywhere and my love grows
Even if it won’t come true, I don’t want to forget, so I’ll keep feeling you

Before one knows it
I felt alone, even if I collect the vague words that missed each other
Before one knows it
The cold wind blows from your retreating figure

Playback, listen, my beloved cat, what I have
Is a great scale, a uniform melody, there’s no other
There’s only one truth that illuminates what’s ahead
You understand it; if I stop, please give me a push
I want to thank you from my heart, if I can realize my dream and have you by my side

The perfume of the people passing and the season make the scenery
Even the song I hear as I walk through the street
I feel you everywhere and my love grows
Even if it won’t come true, I don’t want to forget
So dear, but we had misunderstandings and hurt each other
We had so many laughing days we got tired of them
I feel you everywhere and my love grows
Even if it won’t come true, I don’t want to forget
So I’ll keep feeling you

A dark fog, my field of vision is the only thing not swept away by the bass, feel get, on the other side of the wall
Days of not searching, of drifting along, living easily and never getting upset, that too is an art

Dashing through the days without restraint, not feeling the monotony, searching for a chance
I glare at each hurdle I overcome, with this style I must keep going so long as there’s a road

You don’t have to be here, you can turn back
So you don’t lose what you must protect

I wonder if it’s because there are meetings and partings that we can treasure things
It’s sad to say good-bye to you
Even though we don’t see each other anymore, I won’t forget you

Driving evolution at my pace
My spirit’s embedded in the disordered words!
Choosing the road I must take, the scale is big, my heart rises to each life-sized challenge!

The possibilities are always infinite, it’s up to you what you get
Tomorrow starts with taking that first step

With the flow, with the flow, if that place is what you wish for
You don’t have to get lost, you don’t have to be afraid of the road you wished for

I wonder if it’s because there are meetings and partings that we can treasure things
It’s sad to say good-bye to you
Even though we don’t see each other anymore, I won’t forget you

Whenever you close your eyes, the unfading scenery
Will always be your map, just as you like
Be yourself, don’t stand still, take your own road

The wind is cold now
But I could smell the scent of that nostalgic sky
I can see the sea from the platform
It’s here that I’m searching for you

That summer is surely still alive
In that surfboard, so out of place in this season

The sun surely remembers it all
Can you hear me?

You said you wouldn’t show tears
And we waved to each other
We didn’t say goodbye so we waved
And you disappeared into the sunset, I remember you

Every time I hold my rusty guitar
That song seizes my heart
Even now, the days are still gloomy
It’s here that I’m searching for you

But I think
We’re surely living for someone

I’m still the same as I was then
But I have a little more confidence, yeah…

I’m holding back my tears, I promise
I have to be stronger than anybody
We don’t need to say goodbye, when I close my eyes
I can see you right away, I remember you

I still couldn’t say “I love you” today
Even though we’ve spent so much time together
I wanted to see you, so I sang your favourite song
Again and again on my way home

The tone of your voice when you talk, where you look, and even what you say to other people
Those little things captivate me
I hope you feel the same, that your answer is here too
If only the miracle I’ve been waiting for would happen here

I still couldn’t say “I love you” today
Even though we’ve spent so much time together
I wanted to see you right away, so I sang your favourite song
Again and again on my way home

I even loved the warmth I felt when our hands touched by chance
I felt like you were taking in every bit of me
What meeting you has taught me will change me, more than I have so far

My last love had me hanging my head
Swearing I’d never love again
But even I felt like I could live for someone again
I’m going to tell you how I feel

Wherever I am, whatever I do, I can’t get you out of my head
You taught me the agony of not being able to reach something, the pain of lust, the joy of love

Your smile, and your voice on the phone, and your small body that’s no good in crowds
And even your bad habits – they all shine out as things only you have
All those things are the one and only

Inside me, my love for you becomes the strength to live through tomorrow
If only we could meet, we could put our faith in the same steps and walk this road

Just thinking of you like this
Is painful and my love grows
I wanted to see you, so I sang your favourite song
Again and again on my way home

You’ve been hurt by incurable pain and sadness We can’t erase the past, so let’s share the burden Don’t throw life away I hold your hand Will I lose it someday? I want to protect your fading smile Even the echoing voice that calls me gets hoarse And is sometimes blown away by the wind I’ll find you You’ve been hurt by incurable pain and sadness Don’t say you can’t smile anymore or that you hate humanity There’s a meaning to everything that happens in the unforseeable future Now just stay as you are; I’m sure the day will come when you realize Just like a rusted person Just making love is empty You said you can live alone You’re aching with the words of overflowing tenderness That won’t reach you now Wow the hand I hold Wow is longing for casual tenderness Do you remember People become gentler by knowing pain Drive your life You’ve been hurt by incurable pain and sadness Don’t say you can’t smile anymore or that you hate humanity There’s a meaning to everything that happens in the unforseeable future Now just stay as you are; I’m sure the day will come when you realize How can I see the meaning of life Disappearing, your’re the only… You pull away from me, saying it’s so you won’t break Don’t say you can’t smile anymore or that you hate humanity Now by and by even if you can’t see it There’s a meaning to everything We can’t erase the past, so let’s share the burden Don’t throw life away You’d better forget everything Remember…your different life? You’d better forget everything Remember…you can’t go back Wow but someday, like a warped memory You’ll understand

I want to live in a world of peace
without conflict, like the one i’ve seen in my dreams

I just can’t keep it inside
i’ve gotta say what i wanna say

The bus stop at twilight, on the way home
saying bye bye bye to the sad backs of others

Your face doesn’t show your fighting pose

A world like the one i’ve seen in my dreams
without conflict, daily peace

But in reality, i sometimes worry about
love and the day to day grind
those ROLLING DAYS!

You would never hold a lie, no never
all my loving, without it, i can’t go on

Sweet love like i’ve seen in my dreams
lovers searching for hidden faces

But in reality, the days we can’t meet
continue on, but i believe LONELY DAYS!